to talk or not to talk

Nobody is really talking to me. Of course, Jonah's Mom had a long talk with my sister on the phone. I could hear them last night, and I know she's up to something.
Jonah will not even look at me.
I feel like I'm in a fog. Its just a blur now. And..and Jonah's Mom thinks it would be a good idea if I stayed the weekend at my sister's.
"You need to talk."
But I don't want to because I know this is more like an intervention or something. Which is crazy. Right? I spend one night with a guy. Its not like I'm going to run away with him or anything.
Of course, a phone call would be nice. Something. Its not like I have a way to reach him.
Honestly, maybe I'm on the verge of a nervous something another.
Maybe it'll do me good to get away from here, but I don't think so. I cleaned my room. Finally. But then I kind of tossed most of my clothes in a box and stuck them in the basement.
I tried to read a book, but I didn't get very far. My babysitter was wanting to get me the new Harry Potter book coming out, but I've never cracked one of them open. Ok, I did, and I didn't like it much. I know I have a short attention span. So I must be stupid. And I felt like an idiot listening her go on and on about the books she wants her kids to read, but to never see the movies.
I am sad. Sad about so many things. I have these bouts of crying, but then it stops. And, I'm still in shock that Jessie would ever want to be with me. Then I wonder if he'll ever call. If I'll ever see him again. If.

The Click Five

The bands back with a new lead singer, Kyle Patrick. Eric Dill decided to go solo so when you pick up their latest, you'll notice the defining voice of 21 year old Kyle Patrick from Boston.

"modern minds & past times" has a much more mature sounds this time around thanks to Kyle Patrick. The opening track is quite catchy. "Jenny" seems to be the first single from the new cd to hit the radio. While many of the songs are 'after the break up' fare, this cd still holds some strong melodies and solid song writing skills.

Some may think the new cd is trying to hard, but really it has some very unique sounds to it.

The band really looked to their fan base to help them find the right lead singer which lead them where they are from. Hopefully, this is just a new chapter for the band and a lot of musical talent is ahead of them.