Guy Burnet aka Craig Dean

Ok, so he's a cutie, but you're gonna have to go on lots of gay sites to find any pics of him. And the pics on Hollyoaks site just don't do him justice. He's an actor best caught in motion, not in still life.

Lets say John Paul & Craig from Hollyoaks has really been a ground breaker when it comes to romance. Although, I think what works is that you understand these characters. And although, Guy's Craig spends most of the time brooding on screen, still you can't help but feel something for at least Craig and what he's going through.

God, he's got great teeth. And many other assets I must admit. He's totally mesmerizing in his scenes. He leaves soon from Hollyoaks. I hope Burnet gets a chance to be in some American movies. I know, that's asking for a lot.

What have they done?

I'm so mad at BBC AMERICA. They've stopped showing HOLLYOAKS at night. Now its at 2 a.m. in the morning. How am I suppose to see it? Jonah is being a butt head about it. He's the only one who knows how to record stuff on the DVD player. I want to see this show. I love these character.

Sunny & Macaulay. Finally, these two might stick together. Then Craig Dean and the triangle of passion between him, John Paul and Spike. I want to know what happens.

How could BBC America do this? Starting this week, Coupling will be on in Hollyoaks' time slot. It's just not fair. I go on vacation and this is what I come home too. Its so not right.

crapville

I can't get to Diaryland. Not sure what the problem is, but I could get here. I'm not babysitting today. But I'm doing housework. Cleaning out the basement. Lucky me. I'm tired already. Still tons to do. We really need to just take stuff to the landfill. Jonah's Mom needs to get rid of so much junk. I don't know why she hangs on to it so long. Ridiculous. And it takes her forever to decide on anything. Why is she like this.

Then there is the whole Jessie thing on my mind. I think I hate him. I wonder if I'd feel the same way if I saw him. A part of me just wants to kick his ass. But I have to wonder if I'd be all smiles if I saw him. I hope not.

Well, better go. We're going to go through craft stuff and see what needs to be thrown away.

Mark & Lily

Makes we want to go listen to some Jazz, but I'd need Lily there to help me along.

Kaiba's logical song

I just can't seem to get enough of this song, lately.

Will from Hollyoaks

The misunderstood Will from Hollyoaks is Oliver Farnworth.

He's one of my favs on the show.He's obsessed with Zoe. However, there is so much about Will we don't know.

Maybe he's rich, but we aren't sure how he got rich. We know he looks out for his friends, but then again what is he looking to do to his friends.

Its such an unpredictable character for Oliver to play. I'm hoping he'll be in films soon. He has a page here at Bebo.

to talk or not to talk

Nobody is really talking to me. Of course, Jonah's Mom had a long talk with my sister on the phone. I could hear them last night, and I know she's up to something.
Jonah will not even look at me.
I feel like I'm in a fog. Its just a blur now. And..and Jonah's Mom thinks it would be a good idea if I stayed the weekend at my sister's.
"You need to talk."
But I don't want to because I know this is more like an intervention or something. Which is crazy. Right? I spend one night with a guy. Its not like I'm going to run away with him or anything.
Of course, a phone call would be nice. Something. Its not like I have a way to reach him.
Honestly, maybe I'm on the verge of a nervous something another.
Maybe it'll do me good to get away from here, but I don't think so. I cleaned my room. Finally. But then I kind of tossed most of my clothes in a box and stuck them in the basement.
I tried to read a book, but I didn't get very far. My babysitter was wanting to get me the new Harry Potter book coming out, but I've never cracked one of them open. Ok, I did, and I didn't like it much. I know I have a short attention span. So I must be stupid. And I felt like an idiot listening her go on and on about the books she wants her kids to read, but to never see the movies.
I am sad. Sad about so many things. I have these bouts of crying, but then it stops. And, I'm still in shock that Jessie would ever want to be with me. Then I wonder if he'll ever call. If I'll ever see him again. If.

The Click Five

The bands back with a new lead singer, Kyle Patrick. Eric Dill decided to go solo so when you pick up their latest, you'll notice the defining voice of 21 year old Kyle Patrick from Boston.

"modern minds & past times" has a much more mature sounds this time around thanks to Kyle Patrick. The opening track is quite catchy. "Jenny" seems to be the first single from the new cd to hit the radio. While many of the songs are 'after the break up' fare, this cd still holds some strong melodies and solid song writing skills.

Some may think the new cd is trying to hard, but really it has some very unique sounds to it.

The band really looked to their fan base to help them find the right lead singer which lead them where they are from. Hopefully, this is just a new chapter for the band and a lot of musical talent is ahead of them.

still pondering

I really think I need a long nap after today, but Jonah and Sam want to go look for fireworks. Like I have money for that.

I'll be spending most of my saving on my cap tomorrow for my tooth. I'm so afraid to find out the cost.

On the upside today, I'm still happy that I met Jessie. Kind of. Its just why am I so crazy about this guy I met at the library. Am I just boy crazy? He's younger than me, and well...there's Kenny.

Its not like I'm going to go out with Jessie. He's just somebody to talk too. I'm sure thats all it was. He was bored being with his little sisters and well, it was fun. Sitting there in the grass eating chicken salad sandwiches talking about nothing, actually. He wasn't trying to impress me. Just being honest. How he doesn't exactly like it here, but he's getting use to it.

Anyway, I really do want to lay down. Its so humid out. Hot too.

Jamie Davis

Jamie Davis from HEX can somehow make the most of a scene. He always has a way of being innocent, in the riskyest of times. But he's cool. Sweet. And you just can't stop thinking about him long after you watched him on the show